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Time On My Own

by Broker Jonathan

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Lee Lucas
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Lee Lucas One quality album bursting with beauties in the song writing department this one from Broker Jonathan. Time On My Own is and excellent fine body of work over all 12 of its tracks that make it up and not one will fail to disappoint over its playing time of just under 54 minutes and is most enjoyable in every way. Superb instrumentation and vocals throughout its entity and it also comes with a superb quality production. Worth it's weight in Gold and will stand proudly in any record collection... Favorite track: Paper And Pen.
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Return to Normal Real songwriting, compelling lyrics, a desolate directness. Favorite track: Hard Truth Country.
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Peter Lehndorff Wonderful singer songwriter. Touch of Dylan. Maybe a folky Dire Straits. Favorite track: Hard Truth Country.
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1.
Any Way You Came I like my coffee black I want my cornflakes crispy I need my mornings sober Nights I do straight whisky But baby I would take you any way you came Baby I would take you any way you came And it's hard enough to see you in trouble It's impossible to know what to do Sometimes I've got to find my own anchor But I'm looking out for you too And baby I would take you any way you came I try to keep life simple To let me get on with living I don’t want to be too cruel But maybe I’m too forgiving And maybe I would take you ... Baby I would take you any way you came Baby I would take you any way you came And it's hard to hear when you're seeing someone But I know you well enough to know you will And I'll make do with other amusements But I'm holding out for you still And baby I would take you any way you came Baby I would take you any way you came
2.
Queen On The River When the Queen came on the river It made my royal flush I did not want to raise you Cos I love you so much But I threw all my chips in Expecting you to fold You must've been a little crazy What better hand could you hold? Oh darling, I can't lay down Let me lie with you Let the King and Queen shake their crowns off It'll be just us again When the money came in my direction I watched you walk the other way I do not see you at the table On this or any day So I play with strangers And I can be pretty mean Well I don't owe them nothing But I've sorry for that river Queen Oh darling, I can't lay down Let me lie with you Let the King and Queen shake their crowns off It'll be just us again
3.
Hard Truth Country We're moving through hard truth country Crossed the border There's no turning back The only view in hard truth country Is not out the window It's up and down the track And I don't know If we're going to like it much here They don't suffer fools Despise the insincere Yeah I don't know Shouldn't ought to have come this far Sometimes we meet someone And forget who we are We're moving through hard truth country Already I can hear The lies we tell What do you do in hard truth country When we can't even get the story Straight between ourselves? No I won't Dance around your birthday cake all year round No I won't Big you up to make you meaner looking down No I won't Walk three paces behind whoever you think you are in your mind No you can be precious to yourself in your own precious time And I won't carry your bags to free you up to skip along I won't genuflect I won't put those clothes on We're moving though hard truth country Crossed the border, there's no turning back
4.
Paper and Pen I have tried Late at night Imagining That you came back Into in my life But I've always had Too much to drink I'm so confused I never seem to get The dialogue right I'm climbing Up to your room again Sliding On down the stairs again Tonight I have A paper and pen I'm going to keep a note Of everything that we Have to say Tomorrow when I come around I'm gonna work out Why it is that you Went away I'm climbing Up to your room again Sliding On down the stairs again Climbing Up to your room again Sliding On down the stairs again
5.
Little Things It was little things … she always had to order the most expensive thing on a restaurant menu. If it was duck sautéed in rat piss, she'd want it if it was twice the price of everything else. It was little things … once when the bill came, I paid for it in cash and she nearly died of embarrassment. 'That was so uncool,' she said. 'Where's your credit card?' I thought she'd have been happy I was paying for her duck and rat piss, but no … … yeah, little things set us down the wrong road, you know? She always used to say … (indistinct) 'Pardon me, my lovely?' (indistinct) … and I never had a clue what she meant by that. It was little things … I can't put my finger on anything and say, you know, that put a bomb under us. It was just a gradual accumulation of little things … you know … little things. It was stuff like … she used to go on about my driving … 'oh, you forgot to indicate coming off that roundabout.' 'That's okay,' I'd say. 'I'll drive.' And she'd say: 'You're not doing a very good job of it.' And I'd say: 'Do you want to get out and walk?' It was little things … it was things like … she grew up on fairytales, thinking that one day she'd marry her Prince Charming. And now some schmuck was inviting her to get out of his car … and do you know what? That's exactly what she did! She got out and refused to get back in again … and it was all just over little things. Her last words to me were … (indistinct) And I was like: 'Sorry dear?' (indistinct) … but it was still Greek to me ... (indistinct) (indistinct)
6.
Time On My Own This time on my own I don't know if it's working out so good This cabin's not my home Last night I saw something moving in the woods I'm not sure if I even know How to tell a friend from a foe Wrote another song today Began to wonder maybe I'm not hearing them right The villagers all say No one should be out here this many nights Disoriented mind in the snow Can't figure which way to go You sound distant on the phone I know when I move back you'll be gone for good But this time on my own I don't think it's helping like I thought it would
7.
Barbara 04:44
Barbara I don't mean to be a drag about my illness Not the rowing boat motion, it's the water's stillness Somewhere on the bottom I thought I saw a sacrificial lamb I don't have a clue why I'm still afraid of you But I am Careful up ahead, that's a water feature If you start drowning on me, I'll never reach you And I know if I did, you'd only haul me overboard too I don't know why I distrust you so But I do Barbara, why am I here with you? Barbara, it was only meant to be a beer with you I should've walked away in Trafalgar Square You were feeding the pigeons, I was standing there From the corner of my eye I thought I saw a lion statue move And I don't know what talking to ghosts Is meant to prove Barbara, are you mad with me? Barbara, after all the fun you've had with me Let's go catch a ride to the Latin Quarter Or the Giant's Causeway, whatever's shorter We'll both stand in line and whoever blinks first gets the bill I don't know how you'll destroy me now But you will Barbara, even now you're a mystery Barbara, why do you want to do all this to me?
8.
Reasons 03:25
Reasons I think the reason I called before is I knew you were trouble But everyone else seemed like trouble too I think the reason I asked you to stay is You said you needed a holiday And I needed to look at you I think the reason we ran so fast is We were running like fools away from our pasts At least that's what I wanted to do I think the reason was … it was never meant to be I think the reason was … it was never meant to be I think the reason I was scared to fly on is I didn't know enough shoulders to cry on And I thought you knew too many I think the reason the dust took so long is We were the king and queen of song Even if we never really sang any I think the reason I called before is I don't know how to make us special any more Are tales like ours just two a penny? I think the reason was … it was never meant to be I think the reason was … it was never meant to be
9.
Passing Through Was there a reason why you called At something like four in the morning Offering up all your best advice? You want to disturb my sleep It's just another habit forming Understand it comes at a price And maybe we're just feeling our way Into some hell that we thought was paradise Passing through Feeling antsy waiting For the drink to leave my system Once it's gone it won't happen any more You laughed at all them war wounds baby I wanted you to kiss them I wanted you butt naked on the floor So maybe we're just squeezing our way Into this room cos was one or both was bored Passing through our lifetimes Like a head cold Influenza I was talking to some woman For maybe half a minute when She leans into kiss my cheek She walks away and I'm wondering Could there be something in it? She disappears into last week So maybe we're from different lands With different tongues We don't know how to speak Passing through our lifetimes Like rubella Diphtheria Passing through our lifetimes Like cholera Like the plague
10.
Absinthe 04:40
Absinthe Talking only makes it worse Crying stings the eyeballs Searching for some gentle dream Just brings monsters from the walls Slow music's like a funeral But I don't hear no other kind The absinthe bottle we sold our souls for I do believe it's coming for my mind I said there was a line we were crossing You said it would be fine - no it wasn't It was horrible and now we're missing in the night Oh, I wanna wake up Oh, I wanna wake up Wanna be all right I don't remember much conversation Did one of us dare the other to ask If that's the colour of the alcohol Or just the colour of the glass? Twenty four measures between us It's how we measure our pain Markings on the face of a disappearing clock Smiling at us through the rain I said there was a line we were crossing You said it would be fine - it so wasn't It was horrible and now we're missing in the night Oh, I wanna wake up Oh, I wanna wake up Wanna be all right Come on Joe you can't go this way, you gotta wake up! Gotta be all right
11.
Elastic Heart I saw you across the street Hiding 'neath your pink umbrella I ran for cover too Behind some big business fella I guess we think it's easier Just to feign shortsightedness Anyway I can't afford the pain Of an even bigger mess We've already said goodbye, why won't my heart Learn it's for the best? The stuff you put in your hair Made it bounce as you went by I can't smell it any more In the bed where you used to lie So what if I do know secrets About your beauty regime? Your face in my mirror might as well Never have been We've already said goodbye, when will my heart Figure what it means? We've already said goodbye but my heart Don't know what it means I watched you turn the corner All hair and heel spring Already you're mind's moving on To the next thing I want an elastic heart Like the one you got The kind that snaps back into shape Whether ready or not We've already said goodbye We've already said goodbye We've already said goodbye but my heart Doesn't get the plot
12.
Fly 09:23
Fly If I could be a fly on the wall in your mind would we survive a day? If you could be a fly on the wall in mine How long before you fly away? If I could be a fly on the wall in your mind Would we survive a day? If you could be a fly on the wall in mine Would you fly away? Would you fly away? She's even more mysterious asleep What is she dreaming about? I dreamt she left the bed and packed her stuff Took an aeroplane out And there between the lines she wrote To say why she was going Was every card held to my chest How could these have been showing? If you're in my head is the mystery dead What are you doing behind the eyeballs? I was running down to the underground Were you pursuing? Are you a fly on the wall? How was every stray emotion scratched onto my forehead For your reading? Seemed liked a pretty good idea at the time To get beneath the skin If I could be a fly on the wall in your mind I'd probably do myself in We set up in business, contributed one heart each I dreamt that yours was creeping slowly Out of reach If you're rattling round, what do you think you've found? You don't belong here We don't get to know it all Tell me how can I just smile and lie like nothing's wrong here? Are you a fly on the wall? How was every stray emotion scratched out on my forehead For your reading? And if you're in my head is the mystery dead What you doing? You got no place here at all I was running down to the underground Were you pursuing? Are you a fly on the wall? How was every stray emotion scratched onto my forehead For your reading?

about

This album was recorded and mixed in a tenement flat in West Princes Street, Glasgow. The street was the birthplace of the now legendary indie label Postcard Records - but that is about all there is to recommend it as a recording location. Vocals for 'Barbara' were recorded by Kim Guy in the south-west of England and sent to Glasgow. Most of 'Fly' was put together and produced by itneverhappened in Stockholm Sweden. All tracks were sent to the south east of England for final mixes and mastering by Jon Huxtable (smallfishrecordings). Those key additional personnel on the album all became involved in it through the medium of the online music sharing platform Soundcloud. This album was born there.

credits

released January 20, 2013

All tracks written and performed by Broker Jonathan except 'Fly', written and performed by Broker Jonathan and itneverhappened. All lyrics by Broker Jonathan.


Special thanks to:

Jon Huxtable (smallfishrecordings) - soundcloud.com/smallfishrecordings
itneverhappened - soundcloud.com/itneverhappened
Kim Guy - soundcloud.com/kimguy
Andy Haldane - soundcloud.com/andy-haldane-productions
John Linton - www.lintonpix.com
Phoebe Brocklebank

Thanks also to the many musicians on Soundcloud who have offered fantastic support during the making of this album

Photography by John Linton

Read Folk Words' review of this album - www.folkwords.com/albumreviews_84344.html
More Broker Jonathan music can be found at - soundcloud.com/brokerjonathan

Broker Jonathan on Facebook -http://www.facebook.com/pages/BrokerJonathan/214639955280578

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